The Music Of Chance: An Interview With Onward?s Toby Knapp
By Jedd Beaudoin
Having spent much of his life in Montana and Wyoming, Onward?s Toby
Knapp has a nearly unbelievable biography: he made an album for Shrapnel
Records at age when most men are more concerned with registering with Selective
Service than shredding, then went on to form Darken, a collective more
unholy than you can imagine, then left it behind, moved back home, and
played in bars. Believe that? Well, you probably won?t believe how matter-of-fact
Knapp is about it all, either.
Approaching the success he?s experienced with a grain of salt the size
of his home state (at least), you get the feeling, after talking with Knapp
for a time, that he?d be just as happy changing oil as playing guitar and
that his role in Onward is a healthy dose of gravy he?s allowed himself
but doesn?t need. No matter, Onward (now at work on their third release)
have proven themselves a promising enough commodity that Knapp probably
won?t be reaching for a Jiffy Lube application soon.
Onward's current release, Reawaken, is available from Century Media.
Please visit http://www.evermoving.com
for more information on the band.
JB: What was it like for you to be a young person interested in playing
music but living in a small town where that probably wasn?t considered
a ?real profession? an where you didn?t have other people around you who?d
actually gone professional?
TK: I?m sort of grateful to have grown up here. It?s such a boring place
that I had to find things to do to keep myself occupied. That?s sort of
what forced me into being a hermit and concentrating on music. The alternative
around here is dragging main, drunk.
JB: You were part of the ?Hometown Heroes? feature in Guitar World
magazine at one point. What was that like for you?
TK: It was funny because that was my first goal as player: I wanted
to be included in that article. I figured, ?Once I make it into ?Hometown
Heroes,? I?m happy, my career is done.? That was the goal. After I achieved
it, I thought, ?I need something else now.?
JB: You started out listening to the more traditional stuff I think
we all did early on: Aerosmith, etc. But then you gravitated toward darker
music. What was the catalyst for that change?
TK: It was around ?89 or ?90 when the death metal movement really gained
ground, especially out of Florida. I think a lot of traditional metal fans
were intrigued by that. Traditional metal was waning and we needed something
fresh and when Deicide and Morbid Angel came out, it was very exciting.
They were going into territories I?d never heard before. I?d progressed
like a lot of metal fans did. You start with your Zeppelin, you?re into
Dio and Loudness, then you?re into the black metal scene. But it was also
a thing where I wanted to listen to and collect the most evil music I could.
JB: There is interesting stuff going on with death and black metal,
musically. Was that also part of what attracted you to playing it?
TK: Totally. It was totally satisfying to hear that stuff. One band
in particular that was inspired me was a band called Hellwitch. They were
really cool: it was the most technical music I?d ever heard. It was death
metal but they were throwing in all kinds of odd time signatures and as
a musician, I was completely blown away by what they were doing. So, the
musical aspects of the more extreme music are definitely looking into.
JB: How did the first Onward album come into being? How do you view
it now?
TK: It was almost a complete fluke. We didn?t even know what it was
going to be. Somebody financed us for a studio in Denver before we even
had a singer. So I belted out eight old-school metal tunes. It was almost
for our own enjoyment than anything. We weren?t even an official band.
It was just a project we were doing just to get our rocks off. I wasn?t
even looking for a career in music at that point. I still wanted to play,
do heavy metal but I didn?t really want anything to do with establishing
a career. But the album took on a life of its own. I didn?t even lift a
finger in the process. But it got me back in the game.
JB: What happened with Reawaken?
TK: That?s when I knew it was serious business. I realized more people
were going to be hearing it. So, we buckled down and took that one seriously.
JB: Were you really at a point before this band where you thought,
?Well, I?ve had my fun, this is it??
TK: Pretty much. At that point in time, I was twenty-six or twenty-seven
years old. I?d already been on Shrapnel records and I?d already done some
things. I was just giving guitar lessons and playing in a cover band in
a bar. To me, that was good enough. I didn?t have stars in my eyes anymore.
I figured, ?Well, I?ve had my shot, it?s time to get real.? But it?s nice
that everything?s moving along again. I?m definitely not upset. But, I
think that if you have a goal, you really have to release it and give up
on it. That opens up the doors, I think, if you?re not so concentrated
on an outcome.
Once I gave up on a music career, I had a music career again.
JB: If the same thing were to happen again and this band fell apart,
would you feel comfortable just going back home?
TK: I could do it. I wouldn?t be crushed. Anything that happens from
here on in is just another great, unexpected thing.
JB: Were there things that you were really turned off about within
the music business?
TK: Yeah [laughs]. Nothing is the way it?s supposed to be. I was naive
when I signed to Shrapnel. I figured, ?My album?s going to come out, I?m
going to sell 40,000 copies, then I?m going to join Megadeth if Marty leaves.?
Then, I learned the reality of the situation. Back then, I thought anybody
who had a record out was rich. I?d look at an album by Attacker or Omen
and say, ?Wow! Those guys have mansions!?
JB: I had the same thoughts at one time [laughs]. I know that over
the years you?ve also given guitar lessons. What are some of things you
try to impress upon your guitar students?
TK: I really make them start from square one. A lot of times kids just
want to play like Yngwie Malmsteen or Joe Satriani and think that it can
be done overnight. But I?ll start them with the Yardbirds and Eric Clapton
and Jimmy Page. I try to emphasize that you need to be a really well-rounded
blues player, whether you like or not. It?ll help your rock playing in
the future. I hear a lot of guitar players who shred but they miss a lot
of really cool blues things they could interject. I?ve seen students jump
directly in to neoclassical guitar and they can learn to do those things
but they have no soul behind them.
JB: Do you have students who come to you wanting to be one kind of
guitar player but who walk away being a very different kind of player?
Or do you say, ?Hey, this kid wants to play Limp Bizkit, I?m going to help
him play Limp Bizkit??
TK: That?s been the case a lot. If they come to me and they want to
learn Limp Bizkit, I will show it to them but, eventually, they?re going
to get bored with it. They see how easy it is and then I try to turn them
onto other forms of music. Nine out of ten students I have will probably
come in as a Limp Bizkit fan but they leave obsessed with old Shrapnel
records. Once a guitar player hears great ?80s shred, that?s the way they
want to go.
JB: Are there instruments you listen to and then try to apply what
you hear to the guitar?
TK: I really like the sound of keyboards. Basically any intriguing melody
from any instrument is what fires me up. These days, I don?t sit around
and listen to guitar players, I listen to all kinds different things. Right
now I?m listening to ?70s AM pop music. It?s corny but it?s got great melodies
and some ideas that are slowly working their way into our music.
JB: Some people view cover bands as a dead-end, while others say,
?Hey, if you want to learn how to write songs, this is the way to do it
and you get to play with other musicians.? How do you see it?
TK: You nailed it right there. You can play with other musicians, you?re
out gigging regularly and none of that can hurt. Some people get into bar
bands and they choose to stay there because you can make a living at it.
More power to them. Everybody has their definition of what success is.
For some people, that?s having a happening bar band. I think it?s a good
thing to play in a bar band. It doesn?t hurt. I think you have to go out
there and play with other people, even if you have to play stuff you don?t
like.
JB: Do you always learn something from another musician, even if
their not as good as you?
TK: Everybody has got something cool that they do. You soak up all kinds
of things from different people. One person I took a lot of influence from
was Tony Fredianelli [Third Eye Blind]. He produced my first album and
I?d never met a musician of that caliber. It was amazing to work with him
and watch how easy it was for him. For me, it?s always been about practicing,
keeping my chops up. This guy can pick up a guitar at the drop of dime
and start shredding. It?s like, ?Damn, don?t you want to warm up for an
hour first??
JB: Can you talk a little bit about your own practice routine? How
simple do you start, how complex do you go and what problems do you give
yourself to solve along the way?
TK: I start off doing simple chromatic things. I work with very simple
things and start building from there. I improvise a little and if I see
a trouble spot with picking or something, then I?ll focus on that and try
to make it better. For me, guitar is such a weird thing because I have
good days and bad days. On good days, I?ll play things that make me go,
?Wow! I?m really playing well, I wish I could play like this all the time.?
Then, other times, I just won?t have it together. But it?s always been
that way with me. One thing I?ve noticed is that when I was younger and
I practiced eight hours a day it would help me and I?d improve. But in
recent years I?ve found that more detrimental. I?ve found that I become
overly critical when I do that.
JB: Have you ever had periods where you?ve put the guitar down for
a few weeks at a time, just to get away from it, because you?ve run into
a wall?
TK: I think there was a period in the mid-?90s where I didn?t even touch
a guitar for half a year, except to give lessons. It was because there
was a low-inspiration factor. It?s just a love/hate relationship. It?s
something I do and I?ve got to make do with it.
JB: Do you say, then, ?This is it. Maybe I won?t play again or I
have to wait it out and see if I feel like playing again??
TK: If I can get wired about it and it?s an exciting thing, then that?s
the time to play because then you?re going to be fresh. Probably the most
ironic thing I?ve ever been through with my playing was when I was twenty-years-old.
My goal before that was, ?If I don?t have a record deal by the time I?m
twenty, I?m going to cut my hair and go to college.? That day rolled around.
I put the guitars away, put my amps away and said, ?Next week I?m going
to cut my hair and enroll.? The very day that I did that, I got a call
from Mike Varney, saying, ?I think you?re ready to do a record.? That was
the first time I?d ever heard from him. That evening, I started unpacking
my guitars, saying, ?Fuck, that was a short break.? I?ve always taken that
as a sign ever since then.